Christmas is sneaking up on The Grove, which is not unusual, but it still drives me nuts! I like having a lid on things. This year we have three other persons in the house, but we'll manage because there really is no other alternative.
The few days we have had beautiful clear days. Mr. M has taken advantage of that to get the holiday decorations up. Even as I write, I hear his footsteps up on the roof. Mr M is NOT allowed up on ladders without someone being home, long story, another time. Our Christmas tree is up and decorated. I think Topper and Pookie did a very good job of it. I am surprised the cats have been behaving themselves. The dogs on the other hand insist on drinking all the water out of the tree bowl even though their water has fresh clean water in it every day. Go figure out a dog.
Speaking of dogs, there is a chance, I may be able to get a puppy for for Christmas. We're waiting to hear from the breeder to see if the person is still going to buy her, if not, and we can swing a monetary arrangement, we will be making a trip to the Bay area to pick up a new 8 week yr old sheltie girl. I can't tell you how much I love for this to happen, but I refuse to get excited or hopeful. I have a wait and see attitude. I have told my family that if we get this little girl, I do not want anything else for Christmas and I really mean that. A new little sheltie girl is all I want. This year, there is truly nothing I want. I know that every year there's one thing I want, but this year, what I want is impossible to have (Life is like that) and I just don't want anything, that's not impossible to believe, considering what I've lost and bless them, they understand that. We'll get through this season and next season will be different. In the meantime, this season is not about me, but about the joy. wonder and excitement that only children can give it. It's all for them.
This past year has been hard on Mr M because the business hasn't produced as it has in the past. He has been use to a different standard of living and he's had to adjust this past year. He's held up pretty well and I hope he's learned something. I hope. I know it still bugs him not to be able to give me the things he feels I deserve.
LOL.. damn sneaky people in my life! I was sitting here writing and noticed my Mirc blinking. I got blind-sided. It's those little cute things that make me smile and add a little sunshine to my life. Simple things, you know?
Saturday afternoon we attended the Holiday Meal at the Post. It never fails how some people just can't leave things alone and are willing to start crap because they are so damn full of themselves that it has to be all about them, not about letting others enjoy the fellowship and good times that get togethers bring. I am getting so sick of it. There are certain men down there determined to derail the Auxiliary every chance they get. These men refused to let the Ladies decorate the Post, okay, fine, afterall, it's their Post right? So, a girlfriend and I decided to decorate the women's bathroom. We didn't have much to work with, but hey, we did the best we could. The Ladies are being punished for thinking on their own, for standing on their own two feet and because someone feels like he was slapped in the face, he has decided the women must be put in their place. pffffft. Oh no, it's not going to turn into direct confrontation, he would love that. He knows how to deal with that. What he doesn't know, is me. He would like to think he has me figured out, but he knows he doesn't and that's bugging the hell out of him. Don't try and make me jump through hoops because I only jump when I feel like it.
In typical male fashion, Sprout hasn't gotten his Christmas shopping done. He has finals this week but two days off. I wanted to get his shopping done today since I am helping him, but the sneaky little brat has managed to get me where he wants me. We're going on Friday BUT he has to buy me bnreakfast or lunch AND he has to get new tennis shoes. The ones he currently wears are pitiful, so pitiful and untilnow he has refused to buy new ones, claiming these are just broke in and comfortable. THEY HAVE HOLES!!! They are about to run out of tread. LOL. So shopping with him means a compromise, jumping through hoops.. to get what I want in the end... *grin* see how that works?
Cookie baking this week!!!
Keep your fingers crossed for me. I would adore having a puppy for Christmas this year... no one can take Cheyenne's place in my heart and I miss my girl terribly but I can't bring her back no matter how much I wish it so. Life moves forward.